And then the beginning

As Iam writing this Iam in bed dealing with godforsaken muscle spasms…ugh of course however I did push through the pain and get a kick ass 36 mike bike ride in lol however I believe that’s why Iam now reaping the wonderful rewards lol so getting back on track last year I was always feeling run down, sore throat and runny nose, but never a real reason why, oh and I kept getting weird belly button infections; I know disgusting right lol so finally in January 2018 I wake up feeling terrible my belly button in pain and swollen oh your going to love this I press on my belly button and it starts to Ozze ewww fucking terrifying. So I rush to see my doctor he takes a specimen of the terrible green puss that smelled like rotting meat. As I await the results I was heading over to my reproductive doctor to get the results from some tests taken to see why I can not get pregnant. I go in and the doctor proceeds to tell me that they see a mass in my ultrasound and more tests are needed, my phone ring my family doctor tell me that I have an internal bacterial infection and must be put on antibiotics right away. I swear to god my head was ready to fucking explode !! So what next i sit in my car and yell and punch the fucking steering wheel for like 10 minutes while these old woman watch me because Iam a crazy person. This chain of events started on a Tuesday and on Sunday I usually work out with my friend and a trainer my fucking knee starts giving out and bad swelling was occurring. So what, next off to the orthopedic specialist and what does he say let’s get some cat scans and x rays, ok can’t fucking wait to get on that. Ok so at this point it’s February and I got three things wrong with me so I made a conscious decision no more doctors until these issues are dealt with, now I have a severe gluten allergy on top of everything else and terrible allergies that came out of fucking no where. Next bacterial infection goes away, orthopedic doctor comes back saying that he has found possible metal in my knee from a previous surgery, of course he did why wouldn’t he have. I guess it’s an arthroscopic knee surgery for meeee , yay I can’t wait to see what else they find… then I have my reproductive doctor give me good news to I have inflamed tissue through out my uterus, my tubes look very unhealthy or as they like to say diseased and it looks as though I have scar tissue blocking my uterus, oh and fibroids in the walls of my uterus. Did I mention I have a 10 year old getting ready to be 11 and Iam throwing this really cool party during all of this. On this note I’ll let you take all of that info. In and digest it because it’s a lot even for me to just rehash right now and my pain is at a level 20, sooooo good night all hope you enjoy my tails from the suburbs lmao..

Author: Iarnold

I just realized I never told you a little about me, in my first post I warned you that Iam a unpolished, not reserved at all and definitely no filter. I want to write just as I speak because I want to be relatable and also to be my true self. I don’t want to give away to much in my writing as Iam writing a book that will touch on my past struggles and how I got to where Iam today, I hope if you do end up with a copy I can give you all a little incite into my book through my blogging. I hope that my writing can make you laugh, cry and help. Sometimes we all need a little truth to get our shit right. I know I do !!